Daveling

with our picture in my hand I wait for the wave of emotion to crash upon me as I stand on the rocks in the ocean of my tears I watch the wave coming closer water in the shape of anger, sorrow and gloom pouring over my face forces itself to behind my eyes infesting my brain with harsh emotions although feelings fade away, spitefully, the tears just won't stop running

borderline to depression how can one's mood change so fast? like a child who's had his baloon popped or in this case; a man not being able to be with his love my love, if you read this; you keep me sane when my world's fucked up borderline to happiness how can one's mood change so fast?

                  Sometimes             when I think about                the near future it's the most distant thing in the world               and sometimes              when I reach out                 

with an oath, a promise one sentence of words I recall caresses inside of my heart and when thoughts keep returning but it just makes it hurt it's game over, start over right from the start